Wednesday, April 26, 2017

End and start.

Opening my memory space,just feel ashamed that I haven't updated for long.Thank you, my space world, replica oakley sunglasses, for leaving me so much.I also want to thank you at  this moment, all little lovers. I call my son big lover,call you little lovers.Maybe no one can  understand why I call so.However,I am so sure that you brought me a rich year,which is possible a terrible year for me.Although some disappointments and angry in it,it's only called perfectation,full of all kinds of feelings.I am a person who isn't be able to express myself.Each time I feel happy with you from the bottom of my heart,I think me the luckiest teacher of all.I became a wordy mom as well as a wordy teacher in this year.This term will end,thank you for leaving me happy memories.I never care about what we have ever said to each other or any ways to keep memories,I only like to keep the nice feeling in heart.
No matter how naughty some boys are,nfl jerseys cheap, in fact,I have never really hated you,because I regarded you all as angels of happiness to beside me with pure hearts in such special year.I want to help you correct all shortcomings,even I always pretended to be angry,hh,it's really bad thing for me.
Thank you for giving me this chance to accompany you growing and becoming mature.
Thank those students for always smiling at me,let me believe there's still niceness in the world.
Thank you those students who study and do things quietly,which is a strong surport to me.
Thank you,who have ever helped me at the crucial moment,even if a word!
Thank you,those brought everyone so much fun,which makes our class life full of laughters.
Thank you,those have grown up slowly and understood how to  be a student or a man,which makes me feel a sense of success.
If there's other functions in our brains.I prefer to add two keys,one is "delete",cheap hats, the other is "save",just like a computer,let's us delete all unhappiness,and keep all joys.
An end means a new start, a happy holiday,the next new study life starts,new teachers,new classmates.Wish you fresh and good mood from now on.
Although each time of speaking of study seems so bored,I still wish you can open the new door of your life with your own hands in the way of learning,to open a splendid world your own.
One day,maybe I will disappear quiely in your QQ or memories.Because you will have met new people to fill with your eyes and hearts,there won't be any space for me.What is forever,cheap nfl jerseys, only memories!

Accompany son to take a tour~

Just fininshed the tour of Dalian which I had ever thought as the most beautiful city.Travelling is really a tiring thing for me indeed!To be frank,nowhere can compare with home.How happy I was to see our home when coming back.This is our first tour since my knees gets better,I still wish to accompany son around some places,although I have no interests in it.
We stayed there about three days,son was very happy all the journey,his first time of taking the plane,the first time of seeing the sea,cheap nfl hats, the first time of staying in the hotel,the only pity is that son didn't like photos.

A sillent holiday.

I don't know if I did a right thing for son.However,the only thing I must do is to protect son,keep him from any danger.Even though no friends play with him these days,cheap jerseys, I won't let him with terrible partners together.This is son's first quarrel with others,I encourage him to do that,learn to be brave and open his mouth to say what he wanted to say.Being sad by stealth is useless and unmeaning.At last,he decided not to play with them.As a mom,I will always stand son's side.Because I know son is so kind boy,I want him to be strong in heart and unhesitated.Make him adapt to the quiet holiday,learn to stay alone,because he already grows up and will quickly become a Middle School Student.
From now on,he likes to ride to school and back home alone,he is learning pingpang and guitar now.Although I always feel a bit worried,I must learn to take easy as well.I raise a rabbit for him,the naughty rabbit will bring him some joys.In fact,I don't wanna raise anything,because they will die in the end and leave us before long.I talked about this with my son,he could understand all these and said he wouldn't be sad if it happened.To let him experience more is better for him,not only enjoyment,but also sorrows.
Since we had no table computer,cheap Oakley sunglasses, I seemed to have no habit of writing diaries.I should pay attention to such a thing,enrich my life.The weather of these days are just fine,not too hot.I love such days,far away from work,outsiders,just being with family,a very simple life,need no masks,or have nothing to face and solve.nobody comes to trouble me.

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Don't worry too much, mate

my childhood
When I was a little girl, my parents used to visit our relatives at night.

I was so nervous walking at dark because I scared of ghosts come out to catch me.

I would neither walk in front nor at the back, cheap replica oakleys, I had to walk between two of them, though I felt there were ghosts everywhere.

But this has never happened to me.

quit a job in a state-run company
It took me 10 years to make a decision quit a job in a state-run company.

At that time, I was under tremendous pressure: I could never ever get a job; I would not be entitled to an age pension; I would lose health secure automatically.

One colleague gave me a kind suggestion: “No, you can’t quit the job, if you do, absolutely you will have no future.”

It seemed to me the end of the world if I quit the job.

But the fact is, if I stay in that company, I will be retired very soon, I can’t tell there’s meaning for life—1 year like 10 years, nothing really excites me.

So I am glad I made a wise decision which changed my life dramatically.

English learning
When I started learning English, wholesale nfl jerseys, I was worried that I could never pass exams and complete a diploma as my basis English was terrible.

Then I doubted a student visa could be granted to a married woman in my 30s.

In the end, I dared not think about it, I told myself: I had to study really hard because I had no choice, that’s the only thing I could do.

to be an overseas student
After 10 years my dream came true, the happiest moment ever.

I remembered one classmate told you: “You look so energetic.”

Probably I was having a life I desired– lived for the moment with enthusiasm.

Student life
After arrived Australia, I worried about not finding a casual job due to my poor English speaking and listening skill and I had no idea how to use a cash register.

As a result, I was refused to be a casual waitress at a Chinese cafe.

All those negative thoughts were not helpful, the only thing I could do: keep looking, don’t settle.

After struggling for a while, I found a part time cleaning job at Latrobe Uni so that I could pay for living expense with the money I earned.

Applying for PR
Again, I was most concerned about whether I could pass IELTS and complete a degree in the Uni on time.

The pressure drove me mental. I couldn’t afford to fail as I wouldn’t have enough points to apply for PR if I was 2 more years older.

Therefore, I checked immigration policy all the time.

I was not relaxed at all for study, under that circumstances, I got a problem in sleeping.

I was like a broken machine, no matter how hard I have tried, and I couldn't fall asleep until 4 am.

All the worries and concerns only made me sick and anxious; they didn’t help me at all.

An accounting job in Australia
After graduation, I was afraid I couldn’t find an accounting job in my late 30s.

I concerned about a job from the first semester to the last term, cheap nfl hats, I did not know the phrase: dream big, and then I gave up lots of job opportunities.

However, I found one in a local company where I worked for more than 6 years.

So age is not a problem, it is mind setup, only if you believe you can, and try very hard, then you can make it.

Passion in writing
After everything has been settled, I found I have passion in writing.

I was eager to set up a Wechat subscription, but there was one negative thought on my mind: probably there’s no one would like to follow me, how embarrassing!!!

Then I’ve got encouragement from the books I’ve read: no worries, no matter what happens to you, just do what you love as long as it makes you happy and brings value to the society.

Since I opened up Englishpassion, there is an increasing number of people have joined me.

So far, there are 206 followers, who come from all parts of China as well as native English speakers mainly from Melbourne.

However, the main benefits I’ve got from writing is increasing of self-confidence and being a positive happy person.

So please don’t hesitate to do what you really enjoy, the earlier you start, the happier you will be, cheap oakley sunglasses, please don’t worry too much about how others think about you.

Well, writing has changed my life dramatically; I was no longer a person who used to worry too much about bad things.

Because of writing, I have to keep borrowing books from libraries, and I have obtained knowledge how to comfort myself from the books I’ve read.

Therefore after I’ve heard bad news from my previous boss: “Our company will be shut down by the end of 2016”, instead of scared to death like previously I did, I told myself to calm down, don’t stress out, just enjoy the moment and do what I can do.

After back from holiday in China, the first day I arrived Melbourne, immediately, I sent out resumes, no time wasting.

To my surprise, I’ve got interviews with job agencies almost every day the first week, the second week I’m working on a casual accounting position.

And this Friday, I will have one more full-time job interview with a company manager directly.

Hopefully, good luck comes to me.

You see, I feared about my age 10 years ago, but now I can still find a job, so it’s nothing to do with how old I am, it is more related to how much work experience I’ve got and how efficiency my English is.

The best thing I can do is make full use of time, if there's no job, then read, write and join activities, just act myself as I have already got a job.

If you are energetic with self-confidence, that will make difference for a job interview, because you show them a positive altitude, cheap jerseys, then it will increase your chance to be successful.

No worries, do what you love
Everyone, do you have any concerns? Have you ever worried about not finding a boyfriend or a girlfriend? Or can’t afford to pay for bills and the mortgage? Or other people criticize your impossible dreams?

No, please don’t, it’s harmful, STOP, STOP, STOP worrying.

From my experience, they won’t help you achieve your goals, they can only discourage you.

The only thing you can do is live in the present, believe yourself you can do it.

Please live with enthusiasm, you good altitude will influence people around you.

I enjoy what my Aussie friend said: don't worry too much, mate. That sounds right to me and I am gonna tell you.

psychological problem

Psychological problem, cheap nfl jerseys, i once thought the symptoms who have must be a very vulnerable person.
    But now i seem that i belong to that sensitive group. Ironically.
    What the situation triggers my inside psychological disorder is when i ill. The doctor told me maybe I went through a very painful illness made me once I felt abormal my mind automatically exaggerating the normal accepted feeling to be painful which the normal people would ignore.
    Yes, when i out of hospital i quite skeptical about the doctor`s conclusion. I tried to conscientiously clam down myself and breathe in and out with empty mind. And after a half felt better. So the doctor is right.
    The good news after that experience, or diagnosis, when i ill i still will dilate the pain but in controlled measurement. After getting the hospital results i felt much better that the pain automaticlly greatly allaied before the medicine acting on. I am sorry for my easily broken heart.
    I think with the time and sun, cheap snapbacks, thanks for my hardworking and life persuit, i will be on the road of healing.
    At last, i want to say the problem is never threatening, the way you treat it is much more crucial.

Sunday, April 16, 2017

China: A nation deserved to be understood

The phenomenon had been haunting me for more than four months and I just has some ideas and thoughts about it, I want to share them with you.
One April weekend I stayed in Shanghai continuing my Spanish lessons, cheap fake oakleys, I went to the class that Sunday morning and when I was about to cross the road three foreigners with conspicuous blonde hair caught my eyes. Instead of waiting for the green light, they ran the red light as if there was nobody else present, but at least they remembered to walk on the zebra crossing. It was obvious that they came from Europe because they are speaking German. Since it was rather early, around 7:20 A.M, the traffic was not heavy. I was fairly confused about their behavior, wondering whether they had daltonism and if they didn't , I may deeply doubt about the "with great moral obligations " slogan the citizens of western developed countries advertise for themselves. It was ironic that when they were running red light, we Chinese are still sitting tight for the green light in an effort to meet our "lost" moral principles, this isn't fair. Moreover, I think it's incorrect to blame their behaviors to Chinese legislation, for Shanghai is implementing a highly strict traffic management system and in the next few weekends in Shanghai I had seen many travelers acting like this but none of them was Chinese citizens. At that time, I was unable to understand completely.
After my trip to Russia, cheap snapback hats, I started viewing this from a different perspective, there are possibilities that cultural differences and disparate domestic situations had led to the phenomenon. Indeed, there does not exist a traffic light on the zebra stripes as that in China. You can cross the road straight directly if no cars are coming and if there are cars, just make sure you are walking on the zebra stripes, the drivers will definitely give precedence to you. I think it's the same with other western countries. Therefore, western citizens have no idea about China's traffic rules, so they make some analogies, they may not even realize the lights and take it for granted that the cars will stop for them politely.
This is a huge mistake and thus can cause great danger here in China. When I returned to Beijing from Russia, cheap oakleys, I was not used to the traffic. Even though I crossed roads with green light, some drivers still turn right in front of me, forcing me to stop for them. I was annoyed and disappointed at first, but then I felt relieved. China is developing at a rocketing speed, everything work out at a rapid pace. Take Beijing for example, Moscow has more congestion than Beijing only because of the narrow streets. However, with those wide roads and highways, Beijing does have an extremely heavy traffic, the city cannot afford to wait for just a few seconds under such great pressure.
At this moment, I find out that I have known a bit more of the real China and Chinese citizens, cheap jerseys, I have to say, in spite of some exceptions, the majority of Chinese people observe law and discipline and China is a prestigious nation full of hope and enthusiasm. I take pride in my motherland, so what do you think?

The flavor of the mother

My mom is eighty four year old, she lives in fourth floor alone, she still can be up and down in daily, at the year ago there was the chance to change the house for her in first floor in the same community, but she refused kindly, maybe because of this reason, cheap hats, she has to go up and down N times a day, can make her heath is much better than the same age women.
This year is my mother’s year, as the proverb goes, the year is not as luck as normal years, so she is superstition and she doesn’t want to go out, spends the peaceful life smoothly for this year. We respected her points let her do what she likes, as long as she can be enjoy herself is good.
To be dutiful child I come to see her in one or two weeks. This Sunday I invited her have a lunch outside together with my Tiger, she put out the a plastic bag and said, I know you like the dry sweet potato I did for you, wow, it is really long time I did not see this kind of favorite snack, this was only I have seen when I was a little girl, we were living with less at the time, no enough foods, the dry of the sweet potato can be the satisfaction of hunger requires food, other reason was can be keep long for other seasons, the people prefer putting in the balcony in the room for sunshine, but to be the child we were greedy and always stealing before to be dry totally.
The child with a mother is like a precious jewel, wholesale jerseys, I am so happy to see the same taste of dry sweet potato at the today; this is the flavor of mother. I embraced my mom for long time to enjoy my happy time.

An embarrassing and funny thing

  My sister told me a funny thing several days ago,she was walking back after pick her express,in the corridor,she met her foreign colleague,then he ask her a question,but my sister didn't follow him except a word 'time',cheap nfl jerseys, so she took a look at her phone and told him 'a quarter past five'.Then the man ran away immediately and when he came back .he hold a express in hands too.
    It's the moment that my sister knew what he had asked.He was asking the closing time of the express but my sister told him the current time so he was hurry to pick his express because of keep overtime is fee.
    Poor guy and embarrassed sister!
    Learn oral English and practice listening is so important!

Friday, April 14, 2017

My Most Unpleasant Dream

I've had countless dreams till now, yet half of which were forgotten the next morning I woke up. Merely dim impressions were left on me. There is one dream that made me quite unpleasant. Though I couldn't even recall clearly, I had bad feelings for it.
I had the dream when I was young. In the dream, a demon appeared and took control of the city. I never saw his face,nfl jerseys cheap, neither did anyone else. However, his subordinates could be seen to march around the streets every minute. These men were no different from ordinary people in appearance. Or maybe they had more horrible faces and expressions. I am not sure. They were assigned to catch every human beings they saw. Once caught, the man would be tied up by chain and hanged over a tub full of boiling oil. Then gradually the chain lowed down until half of the body was drowned in the oil. I could see them screaming in the process, but strangely enough I heard no sounds. Several minutes later, the man was moved to the edge and unchained automatically. Only the upper half of his body still existed. The man had to crawl around with his hands because his legs were fried and disappeared forever. All on the ground were miserable people moving around.
I was terrified. Thus I spared no effort to run and escape from those dangerous monsters. I hid in the dark corners on streets and kept sneaking to a safer place. It seemed I was running to survive all the time in my dream. I was caught once. At that time, my heart beat way too faster than I could stand.Luckily I managed to escape somehow. As for what happened next, cheap hats, I really couldn't remember. I just know I didn't die in the end, or rather, there's no time for me to die because I woke up. Perhaps I'm unwilling to die in my subconscious mind. Anyway, what an unpleasant dream.

Child-free Businesses

It is a familiar sound. You are enjoying a quiet beer in your seat when someone starts crying. Unlike adults,cheap nfl hats, babies can not seem to order a bottle of beer without howling.
Those who visit bars to seek refuge from crying babies are fighting back.Last month a lot of bars and restaurants declared that nippers are not wanted.The owners were fed up with parents who thought their babies were entitled to VIP service despite drinking only milk.
Businesses that shut out children argue that parents have plenty of other places to go. Some websites listed out lots of kid-friendly bars and restaurants.And cinemas are usually accommodating.
Balancing the interests of parents and non-parents is hard.Parents, by and large, think non-parents should bear it when a crying infant briefly disturbs their tranquil, responsibility-free existence. However, replica oakley sunglasses, others on long-time flights want to sleep in peace. The Economist once published a wry leader advocating the companies to set child-free zones on planes and trains. Malaysian Airline has taken this advice: it bans children from its first-class cabins and offers child-free zones in economy in some planes.
Up to now, the rights and wrongs of banning babies is still under the heated discussion.

Life is beautiful

Recently, I have watched a film named Life is beautiful, which touched me a lot.
The story took place during the second world war. An optimistic young man Guido who is also a Jewish book keeper married a lovely woman Dora, and they went through plenty of difficulties. Soon after,nfl jerseys china, they had a son and lived a happy life. However, just at their son's fifth birthday, they were sent to a concentration camp because they are of Jewish origin, his wife followed them. In order to protect their son, Guido told his son that they were just playing an elaborate game, and anyone who wined the game would be awarded with a new real tank.In addition to this, he often took a risk of his life only to communicate with his wife. Finally, he died, for he wanted to hide his son and protect him. He is a successful father and husband.
In fact, when I was in my middle school, I had watched the film. At that time, I could only understand the paternal love, and I could not know the complicated reasons, but I just felt so sorrowful. But now,cheap Oakley sunglasses, apart of deeper love, I understand the sense of responsibility as if protecting them is his instinct, just like every father, they always try their best to love us. Our life is beautiful, too.